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How Weird Is Celebrating Valentine's With An Ex?

Under all circumstances, it's pretty weird but then what's the harm. Most of the harm had been done at the time of break up so how bad things could get from there. or who knows may be there is a chance of  reconciliation. After all one never looses hopes on first love. So when a chance as delightfully painful as this presents itself, the heart leaps to grab it.Of course with high hopes. Being with him was ethereal, every moment of it seemed surreal and perhaps the break up brought an angle of reality to it. That dream was shattered but I got on the ground again. And that was it! I didn't need or even desire anymore love in my life. Loss of the very first person that you ever loved stays with you, the pain carves a niche for itself in you and flourishes there. For long it seemed it will never fade however, one day suddenly it. The heartache suddenly didn't seem to ache as before. Normalcy was settling in again. But he did come back, after more than a year he did. ...